This is what so-called "renaissance" in my life. "History repeats itself" occurs once more. I fell in love with my friend. How? I'll tell it to you, peeps right now.
We started as friends. I tell my secrets; also hers. She's there in my ups & downs in life; also hers. Until one time I noticed why she keeps a "Waffle Time" bag on her wallet. She said nothing when I asked her about that.
Sometimes, accompany her to the bus station in Manila. I care for her because I want her as my best friend. Siguro, nasanay siya na palagi ko siya sinasmahan pauwi... maski rin ako.
One night, our group is rehearsing for the final examination. She waits for me till the end of the practice. That makes me wonder why she do that. Eh friends lang kami. That time, I asked myself, "Who I am in her life?"
When I asked that query to her, at first, she didn't answer. Then later on, I showed more concern to her the same as hers. Then, I tell her one night that I accidentally fall in love with her. She replied, "Thanks; inaapreciate mo ako." I asked her "Who I am in her life" once again. Before she leaves, she said,"Ingat ka; Crush kita." I felt being stunned.
Later on, we treat each other more than friends. "Syempre, hindi pa kami. Alam namin na mahal namin ang isa't isa." One friday, she helped me to finish our portfolio eventhough she's not included in our group. I appreciate it a lot.
This day is her birthday. I make it as a sign. "If ever na mapasaya ko siya kahit hindi tuloy ang date, may pag-asa. Pag wala, hindi talaga kami pwede," that's what I've said to myself. For the entire day, I didn't saw her smiling. I said to her all my feelings, dreams, & wishes before we leave each other. These are the words I've said to her that night:
"Alam mo ba, ang intention ko talaga ay mapasagot kita. Ito na ang posibleng huling hatid ko sa'yo dito.Ito na rin marahil ang huli nating pagsasama. Kung hindi magiging tayo, hindi talaga tayo pwede. Alam mo naman, sa second sem, hihiwalay na ako sa inyo."
She answered
"Oo!" That day marks the start of our relationship as "more than friends" thing.
She changed my points-of-view about love. I love her so much & I mean it. I hope that our relationship last long despite of our schedules, the distance & other factors. I love her so much. I consider her as God's Greatest Blessing I've ever received. I don't want to loose her.
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