There are some things happened incidentally.

I woke up with a (I don't know if it is a bad or good) dream. I dreamt about me & my friend, a girl. I confessed my feelings to her & she confessed her feelings to me too. We hugged each other & I said that it's bad to fall in love with her because she's my friend, but she disaggreed. Then I thanked her. After that, I woke up with a shock; remeniscing.

One afternoon at the university, my girl friend saw me. She said that she's one of the correspondent of the university's newspaper. I felt shock. Then I felt quite angry for my stupidity (losing a chance to grab that opportunity). Three girls gave some advice because they saw my anxiety. I felt better realized that I forgot that I have my own dream. I prioritized something to reach my goals.

The Lesson:
Every person different. Focus on your own & don't mind them.

Well, next day, I will attend Spanish class; for a cahnge! Hasta la vista .